MR BROKENHEARTED

2010-01-18T22:23:00.001+08:00

In a mess,need to sort things out.

2010-01-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

I need to get stronger.

Argh,I hate NAPFA.

2010-01-03T20:13:00.002+08:00

First post of the year!

shall make it extra special!!

guess what!!!

SCHOOL IS STARTING TOMORROW!HURHURHUR

shit.

2009-12-31T14:50:00.003+08:00

To sum this year up,its been crazy.like,WOOOPEEDOOOPIIII.

Hopefully,next year will be even more HOOMPAAPOOOPOO!

I dont know if i should be happy or sad.

BYE BYE 2009,YOYO 2010 :D

Throw it away,forget yesterday.

2009-12-27T22:18:00.001+08:00

2009-12-25T01:09:00.005+08:00

Someday at Christmas there'll be no wars
When we have learned what Christmas is for
When we have found what life's really worth
There'll be peace on earth

Merry Christmas people!:D

2009-12-24T01:50:00.001+08:00

The next palindromic date is soon!
January 1, 2010 (01/1/10.)

2009-12-23T14:21:00.000+08:00

2009-12-22T02:20:00.000+08:00

If falling for you girl is crazy,then I'm going out of my mind.

2009-12-19T03:46:00.003+08:00

Today was reeeaaallyy FUN and HIGH!:D
omg Borat is just,um,HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I still can't accept the fact that school is going to start SOOOOOO SOOOOOON D:

I don't know why i sleep so late even though i know so well that i'm gonna feel like shit tomorrow morning,argh.

2009-12-18T01:27:00.001+08:00

2009-12-13T03:55:00.000+08:00

2009-12-11T07:51:00.001+08:00

It feels good to be back.

2009-11-26T23:01:00.001+08:00

Germany: 27 nov - 16 dec

CHAO OUTSIDE

2009-11-19T21:34:00.001+08:00

Shun the non-believer,shunnnnnnnnnnn!!!
I'm off to candy mountain :D

2009-11-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

I have learnt my lesson.

2009-10-24T18:50:00.001+08:00

Coincidence IS just coincidence.Fate and destiny is bullshit made-up excuses to make yourself feel better.

2009-10-24T01:31:00.001+08:00

So drained,is it all worth it?

2009-10-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

TGIF,feels like exams are over but dang,still have one week left.

I DONT WANT TO STUDY D;

2009-10-10T21:05:00.001+08:00

Humanities sucks.

2009-10-07T17:36:00.001+08:00

Totally prepared to fail,who's with me.

2009-10-04T00:15:00.001+08:00

I'm a failure

2009-10-02T23:51:00.002+08:00

I feel like giving up,what's the bloody point anyway.why is everybody so competitive.

2009-09-19T22:21:00.001+08:00

I think too much

2009-09-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

Of the weirdest circumstances i achieved something that i was not able to for so long.

2009-09-14T21:03:00.001+08:00

Finally i can move on.

2009-09-04T19:25:00.001+08:00

2009-09-04T19:19:00.003+08:00

2009-08-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today was fun,crazy,high,awesome (:

2009-08-28T23:19:00.001+08:00

Bros over hoes.

2009-08-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

I feel really good.tamiflu actually works!

2009-08-20T11:06:00.000+08:00

Down with the sickeness,haha.

2009-08-15T15:46:00.000+08:00

Said things that i shouldn't have said.done things that i shouldn't have done.no sorry can take back what i have done.i don't seek forgiveness,i seek redemption.

2009-08-15T12:23:00.000+08:00

Just tell me the truth,because i know you are lying,i know.

2009-08-08T17:43:00.001+08:00

Rachmaninoff Prelude Op 23 no. 5?

2009-08-06T15:12:00.001+08:00

You disgust me.what's wrong with you.

2009-08-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

Stress induced nose bleeds,take that mom.

2009-07-31T00:50:00.001+08:00

Why do i care so much?

2009-07-27T18:09:00.001+08:00

Today started okay but it just ended bad.

2009-07-24T22:11:00.003+08:00

I cannot let myself down anymore,i really can't.Procastination is NOT my bestfriend,i need to push myself harder,HARDER.

2009-07-21T17:58:00.001+08:00

What happened to me?I need to find that drive back,I really need to.

2009-07-18T00:09:00.001+08:00

I can't believe i'm 15 already,i still feel like i'm 3.

2009-07-12T23:41:00.001+08:00

Crazy no link hyper random msn convos ftw:D

Cockroaches go zoing & Lightsabers go oink!

2009-07-12T23:30:00.002+08:00

What santa's deciples do at 11.30 pm...

Ruiyi says:
hey
     !SAMANTHA     says:
hellloo
Ruiyi says:
i have been thinking alot these few days
Ruiyi says:
those days in pri schl
Ruiyi says:
esp those btwn us
     !SAMANTHA     says:
uh huhhh
Ruiyi says:
harry potter coming out soon
Ruiyi says:
wanna go and watch?
     !SAMANTHA     says:
uhhhh idk
Ruiyi says:
hmm
Ruiyi says:
are you free next sat?
     !SAMANTHA     says:
errr i got lessons leh
Ruiyi says:
ohh
Ruiyi says:
btw
Ruiyi says:
you know why lightsabers move at lightspeed
     !SAMANTHA     says:
are you even ruiyi?! O_O
     !SAMANTHA     says:
err no
Ruiyi says:
haha
Ruiyi says:
i am lah
Ruiyi says:
cos...
Ruiyi says:
lightsabers are made of light
Ruiyi says:
and when they move,the light are speeding through the air
Ruiyi says:
then
Ruiyi says:
LIGHTSPEED
Ruiyi says:
ZOOM ZOOM
Ruiyi says:
ZOING

WEEQIN dared me okay:D

2009-07-12T03:39:00.003+08:00

This world that we live in is just so superficial.almost everybody take things at face value.they say its what's inside that matters the most but seriously,who actually honestly does not judge a book by its cover nowadays.if you look good or whatever,hey,your life is probably gonna be easy and awesome.but if you don't really look that good or appeal to people,then good luck man,life isn't going to be a smooth ride.why are people so impulsive?judging people by their looks and all?so what if a person looks good,he may have nothing inside of him.why go around judging people?oh that guy is a nerd,oh that guy is sissy,oh that guy looks like an alien.why take things the way our eyes sees them?why cant we all just see things from our heart?i won't deny it,i am superficial too,but is it too late for us to change?

2009-07-08T22:20:00.001+08:00

When we're this young,we have nothing to lose
just a clock to beat.

2009-07-05T23:17:00.002+08:00

If i were the rain that does connect the sky and the earth which can't meet and hold on eternally,would i be able to connect and hold on to someone's heart?

2009-07-05T21:48:00.002+08:00

Given up,shattered,empty.disillusioned,gone.

2009-07-04T12:32:00.003+08:00

First week of school ain't that bad,quite high,and no scholars!but they are coming back next week :/ oh well,at least super loud daryl and botak will be back too:D

I FOUND MY SPONGEBOB CAM:DDD

2009-06-28T22:06:00.001+08:00

Yesterday all my troubles seem so faraway...

2009-06-28T16:22:00.003+08:00

School starts tomorrow. WO BU YAO!D; Have to start worrying about grades,teachers,attire,behavior blah blah BLAH!ARGH.Gonna get into tons of trouble with the teachers again,i can just feel it.i hope i don't kill anybody.

I HATE YOU RI.

2009-06-26T16:02:00.003+08:00

Michael Jackson died.Pioneer of pop,moonwalks and lots of other stuff.What a great loss.

R.I.P Michael Jackson.

2009-06-26T01:13:00.002+08:00

Went to meet up with p4 classmates today!kinda weird and awkward at first but after that it was not that bad:D watched i love you,man!lots of gay ref,no wonder its nc 16 :/ after that went marina barrage,bugis and home.
i'm gonna stay up for the whole night today,want to do something i cant do when school reopens,and hopefully,i can catch the sunrise:D

bumbumdibum~

2009-06-25T01:57:00.001+08:00

I should really stop staying up late,too much thoughts running through my head.

2009-06-24T16:16:00.002+08:00

What a lazy rainy wednesday afternoon.To think that this time next week i would be mugging my ass off,sigh.

2009-06-23T11:43:00.001+08:00

B o o m
O w w w
R a w r
E w w w
D o o d

2009-06-17T01:38:00.001+08:00

Off to angkor wat!(tmr)

2009-06-13T20:06:00.000+08:00

I freaking blackout-ed,wtf.

2009-06-11T02:08:00.000+08:00

The dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had.

2009-06-10T01:01:00.001+08:00

Hold me down under the water.

2009-06-10T00:32:00.002+08:00

Are we really who we think we are?or are we actually different,misled by all this lie and denial.

2009-06-04T23:48:00.001+08:00

You're the alcohol,making my head spin.

Might have,could have,should have.

2009-06-04T13:47:00.000+08:00

Some things are better left unknown.

2009-06-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

With shadows I spend it all
My heart and i
Have decided to end it all
Soon there will be candles
And prayers that are said I know
But let them not weep
Let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream
For in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul
I'll be blessing you.

2009-05-31T00:48:00.003+08:00

HEY,FINALLY 15 YO!don't really think i have matured much though,hahaha:D
anw,busy week!

friday:
went out with marcus,brandon,weeqin and vivian to celebrate my bday!had pizza,marcus zilianed at the mirror,everybody highed,started camwhoring(LOL,all thanks to marcus xD),went to touch mannequins(hehehehehehehe,and vivian,they do have the thing okay!),camwhored somemore,high high high,then went home:!over all,high day!:D

saturday:
went to watch movie with marcus,waichung,jethro and brandon.the speakers for cathay are seriously BOOM BOOM POW,my chair shook with every single gunshot,and there were ALOT of gunshots!then went to lan,haha,which was really tiring for the eyes xD then went home!and of course,DINNNNNNNNNNNNNNEEERR and,CAAAAAAAAAKKKKEEEE!OH YEAH BABY:D

oh and thanks for all the birthday wishes!some were really unexpected(:
yup,started off the holidays with a bang!:D

2009-05-25T21:06:00.001+08:00

3 more tests,what's wrong with RI,still want to have tests on the last week of school.

Taken?i don't know,so confused.

2009-05-18T16:37:00.002+08:00

I officially fucked my studies up.i am fucking angry with myself,i have disappointed my parents,myself.i want to end this motherfucking pathetic shit ass life of mine.i am a failure.

2009-05-17T21:59:00.003+08:00

Just to see you in my dream is enough for me because i know this is the most that we can be,and i'm contented,i don't need any more.

If i could make you mine?nah,i won't.

2009-05-16T17:19:00.002+08:00

Too sick and tired to study physics,i don't like all the numbers and graphs ): can't believe last few weeks of school can be such torture.

2009-05-11T13:35:00.003+08:00

Today is such a lazy day,don't want to spend it mugging chem,pfft.such a nice day to just stare out the window at the rain and daydream away.

2009-05-07T00:37:00.001+08:00

Does anybody have chelsea by the summer set?must send me if you do kay!:D

2009-05-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

9 more cm.

2009-05-02T23:38:00.002+08:00

Yes,i am f-ing jealous of you.i wished i never knew you in the first place.

2009-04-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

So i guess,we are okay now,right?

2009-04-22T16:41:00.000+08:00

Hah,take that bitch.

2009-04-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

Lalala,gone were the memories.

2009-04-12T02:37:00.001+08:00

Why did i just look away

Like i'd nothing more to say?

So much that i want to tell you,but i dont dare to face you anymore

2009-04-11T20:12:00.002+08:00

Haiz,who am i kidding...

2009-04-10T13:45:00.002+08:00

I am really confused.what is really going on through your mind,i don't know.can you tell me,just tell me,please.

2009-04-08T18:08:00.000+08:00

Maybe,i am.

2009-03-29T00:32:00.002+08:00

Went back to msia today beacause had to pay respects to my grandad.got caught in a jam at the causeway,thank god i pee-ed at home before i left man!anw,reached my cousin's house,ate lotsa dumplings and cakes(hehs xD) then went to the temple.then went for dinner!the restaurant was so on about the earth hour thing that they really offed their lights from 8.30 to 9.30 ._. we had to guess what food we were taking beause we only had a few miserable candles and i kinda couldnt resist the temptation to blow some out,hehs xD we were all guessing what food we were eating and we were all arguing whether it was beef or pork or who knows what,haha.even my ahma got high:D after that drove back to spore and i smuggled some food back:D now i'm really shagged and i think i should sleep,nights!

2009-03-28T01:58:00.000+08:00

After so long,still not yet.how long is this gonna take.

2009-03-23T21:43:00.001+08:00

Had a mental breakdown today.so stressed.i don't even want to know how life would be life for a levels.

I.AM.SO.STRESSED.

2009-03-22T21:51:00.005+08:00

sunset from today.
sunset from yesterday.

two more hours till hell begins):

2009-03-21T23:03:00.002+08:00

My parents bought me an epiphone les paul custom white!:D it is oh so sexaye:D and and,i saw a beautiful sunset today!so beautiful,so captivating.on a more serious note...

TOMORROW IS LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY D:

2009-03-20T23:46:00.003+08:00

Today was a fun fun fun high high high day!:D after waking up,went to watch tv and it was raining.suddenly there was this really loud thunder that it literally hit you in the face,chest,ears,everywhere.my mom was talking on the phone with my sis and when she heard the thunder,she fell off the sofa,hahahahaahahha.i went into laughing spasms and couldnt stop xD anyway,after that i went to park to play basketball with marcus and his friend.of course,i went into my retarded mode,hehs.then i went to slack with mr dunk and alex.talked about ns,jc,cca points(coughscoughs) and some random stuff.then...play abit more and after that...the much anticipated -drum roll- DINNER:D went to some indian stall to eat prata and there was this bunch of people behind us that were eating and chanting at the same time.maybe they were a tribe o.o haha,then we went playground play with seesaw!so much fun,hahahaha,and not to forget marcus' fang dian xD after that went park and everybody got angsty and emo,lol.marcus was angsty and marcus friend looked like some killer at night :x then..went back marcus house,watched naruto,marcus went to flex and ego in front of the mirror,and i went home.so thats about it for today,today was a day well spent:D

2009-03-20T03:07:00.001+08:00

AHHH,HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING

))))))))))))))))))));

2009-03-17T01:37:00.002+08:00

I can't trust anybody now.epscially those that i thought were my friends.you guys are keeping something behind my back arnt you.why.

2009-03-15T22:01:00.002+08:00

I have never understood what goes through your mind.

Guess you will never tell me.

2009-03-15T21:41:00.002+08:00

Had the weirdest dream today.fell asleep while waiting for youtube to load,then my weird adventure began.

Okay,so it started off at tao nan.me brandon marcus and zhiyuan were fooling around and stuff then all of a sudden,chaos broke out.the japanese army invaded tao nan and they started shooting at everybody.so all of us start running around like some bunch of crazy pigs.we(me,brandon,zhiyuan,marcus) were being chased by some japanese soldiers but we ran behind a mercedes to take shelter.then the driver,some sumo dude,ask us to get into the car and drove us away,while the japanese soldiers kept on chasing and shooting at our car.the sumo dude drove us to some rubbish dumb and told us "heh heh heh,i finally got you guys" then we were like,oh shit,this is a trap,he is gonna kill us.but then he actually just wanted revenge because we used to bully him in primary school.after his revenge of pouring barley over us,he brought us to some shelter where all the refugees were.the place was like the campsite from obs and twilight.and then,all of us started to place traps around the whole area.so each day we waited in fear for the japanese to come attack us.this guy reached breaking point and suicided by jumping off a slide.and everybody mourned for him.after that,we had some alert that the japanese were coming to attack us,so all of us went to hide in the shelter.we could see the japs coming and everybody was freaking out and then yeah,thats the end of the dream.

It totally doesnt make any sense at all.

2009-03-13T21:45:00.001+08:00

I will push myself till the edge.

2009-03-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

Watched The Pursuit For Happiness today,awesome movie.has alot of meaning in it,very touching.and i wasted my afternoon playing facebook games.argh,5 tests next week,die.

2009-03-05T23:34:00.001+08:00

Who cares about you?i rule my own life,not you.

i believe.

2009-03-04T21:53:00.003+08:00

I was highlighting my history notes and i ended up highlighting the whole damn page

-.-

2009-03-01T04:10:00.000+08:00

Why am i still awake now!

2009-02-24T22:03:00.001+08:00

I hate elearning!so much work.and maths cct,ahhhhhh,go away school!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Lv6LkAmFTU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjA5faZF1A8&feature=related

my idols man:D

2009-02-21T01:49:00.003+08:00

I am so tired.

argh,but i can't sleep.

why why why.

yes,i know why.

2009-02-14T22:00:00.001+08:00

Just go away valentine's day.

2009-02-13T23:33:00.002+08:00

STUPID KOO KIAT ENG,went to change the seating arrangements!!!now can't get high in class already.everyday will get suaned by two pro maths damn tall yaoming cheena scholars,argh.its week7 next week,means 3 more weeks then march hols!but hey,guess what,the teachers just love to screw around with us.so they just conviniently shaft in 2 more maths test,one chinese test,one english assesement,two social studies test,one history tests and two chem tests in that 3 weeks before our freedom.and you know what?THERE MAY BE MORE TESTS!i hate ri.but i love my class.hehs.okay,bye.

i hate tomorrow.

2009-01-24T23:39:00.002+08:00

ponYO!i am here blogging cos i am forced to,AHEM.haha.yst went bk to tns,not realli alot of ppl there cos onli a few sec schls were released early.my pri 1 tcher still recognises me!haha,i'm so surprised xD then after that went to dhs to find weeqin's friends.ahh,jiajian no more curly hair le,LOL.then when we were at dhs,weeqin made me yongxin and yuxuan walk in and out of dhs 4 times -.- DHS IS A SCARY SCARY SCHL MAN.it is soooooooooooooo huge!realli can get lost inside sia.aftr being tortured in dhs,we went to kfc to get get free refills,hahahaha,we are so cheap xD oh,then me and yongxin left and we kinda pangseh-ed weeqin and her friends,hehs.I DUN OWE THEM ICE CREAM HOR:D me shall stop,cos i dunno wad to tok bout le,bye xD